Sunday, December 14, 2003
Dec. 14, 2003

Computers are wonderful things, until they break. Or just screw up for no apparent reason. I'm am just very happy that I backed most of my work up. So, what happened? The program I use to make my web site suddenly decided to stop working. When things like that happen I get obsessed with fixing them and get very frustrated when I can't. What bothered me the most is that I lost the last entry that I wrote, and i thought it was very good. Now it is gone forever. I guess I will just have to create another masterpiece.

Something else is bothering me. I am going to have to find a job. I am not looking forward to this because I have been having so much fun at home. But, bills need to be paid, and that is that. I am not giving up my dream, and I am definitely not stopping my writing. I will have to find a way to do both. I am not going to get a spectacular job, just something to earn some cash. I don't really care what I do, and i don't want an office job. been there done that and I'm not going back. I must be creative, it is the only time I am really happy. I am not worried, because I know I will be OK. I always am.

I am still hoping that I get word that a big article is being published-one that pays big bucks-that would be very nice. I know that it doesn't always work that way, but it is so nice when it does. I can hope. So far I've gotten what I've asked for so why not.

Tomorrow I am doing the major shopping, but starting Tuesday, I am dedicating my days to full time writing until I find another job. Maybe putting in the work will lead to some paying jobs and then I won't have to get the job. I think this is a plea to the universe. So if you are listening (and I know you do) please send me what I need so I don't have to do something I really don't want to.
posted by Kelly @ 12/14/2003 05:04:00 PM  
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